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Pinus_Ponderosa If you can, catch them live! Favorite track: Neverending.
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1.
Neverending 03:38
falling behind, and my lack of mindfulness has left me here the days start to blend i’m not alive or dead i thought this was neverending so why am i ending i know i’m not alone but i just feel so never ending this back & forth & back & forth I know, it’s so unlike me a mirror i keep passing towards doesn’t he look just like me? still back & forth & back & forth is all i have to remind me of the reflection that i’m working towards if this is neverending why am i ending
2.
i take a breath and try to hold it, to not let it slip away i find a place that i can hold and my discomfort’s washed away to where there’s no getting drunk and there’s no throwing up holding yourself, it takes no work until it’s time to leave or stay turning leaves, please don’t leave me against the ebb and flow turning leaves, please don’t leave me i’ve got no place to go i take a breath but i can’t hold it, i just can’t wait that long i take a step in any direction either way i’m lost it feels malicious or sacrilegious but now i’m done holding myself and it’s time to leave or stay
3.
there is no leaving flowers there is no grave, just passing in a lifetime over and over again i’m shedding piles til i’m my only friend and i’m not saying it’s not like i wanted nothing about you says you’re willing to change get ahold of yourself, that’s no way to behave i’m not saying it’s not like i wanted an easy promise to make but it’s the hardest to keep i’m not saying it’s not like i wanted to break there’s something waiting in the middle so it’d be a sin to wait right here as I bask in my darkest hour i’m far too present to feel fear there is no feeling secure there is no drawing force just passing in a lifetime over & over & over again til you find yourself as something that just bends until you’re nothing and all that you wanted until it’s nothing and all that you wanted to break and either way i’m lost you lead the way i’m lost
4.
Idle Sun 04:03
look outside your window and what do you see? it’s a big white harrowing sun and it is shining over me now all at once i’m wanted all at once i’m seen i feel so free i’ve nowhere to go and nowhere to be hard to believe you could feel free too if you felt like me ignoring the signs oh what a ride it is to the end wanting for life then closing your eyes when new day begins all at once i feel it all at all once i feel it all looking out your window, what do you see? it’s a burning idle sun and it’s casting shadows over me one second i was burdened now all at once I’m clean

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released September 7, 2022

Recorded, mixed & mastered at Wolfman Studios in Little Rock, Arkansas by Jason Tedford.

Art by Patrick McGill

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PETT Little Rock, Arkansas

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